It’s you who brought me back my childish!
I ever wish to be the best dad to you, a dad to
whom you trust for everything at every time in everywhere. I never allowed my
ambition, my decision, my feelings, and my action to make you feel unhappy. I
never think it would be impractical to be the dad you deem as a
role model. In fact I always ponder you as my next messenger to the world.
Well, to make it easy for you to read, I haven’t seen anybody listening at me until you reached the world. After you are blessed to us and after I saw you listening
at me in few hours when you are born, I often deliberately carve myself not
to pretend to be good but vowed to be good to the world.
My son, this is not what I want to tell you now.
But you know, my heart is now distressed when I heard you are not happy, not
mischievous and not playful over there. I recollect when your mom wished to
stay with her family for two months but did not consider and never thought me
disturbing your freedom. Would I be stepped down as the best dad to you? It can be thought as a modest feeling, but as a dad to you, I can’t
concede any decision that might even be insignificant and that inflicts you
unhappy. If I would ever get a chance to make up, I would appeal the almighty,
wish to be the best dad to you ever.
It’s you who brought me back my childish. I never
listened to “Baa Baa black sheep…” and never thought “abcd…” has got a song. Now
I can win a game on baby activities. You know, I made few pictures whenever you
spread toys, books, papers, apparels all over the floor. It is indeed attractive!
and I can’t organise the floor to that much beautiful! I even kept the papers what
you stroked with pencils. I indeed feel they are fine arts!
I never think you are far from me now and with your mom but
my feelings are always with you. I would say the day is mien when I see you and
waiting for the day!